My LAME stories

Ahh so i know that everyone that went to camp had a good time. If you just had fun with that games thats cool but God moved in some awesome ways. God showed love to some of us that we never saw possible, he helped us to forgive people that have hurt us in the past. Which by the way was alot harder then i have even thought possible. Its wierd cause i never really understood forgiving, i was like ok i just tell God i forgive them, kind of like saying sorry....oh no all this pain comes back and if you are like me you start crying and cant stop, even if you want to. God just filled my heart with love this week. I never realized how hurt i was on the inside and after God showed me that it was like holy cow. I really appreciated everyone praying for me, with me, and all the prophetic words that i recieved. Also i am so thankful that i have a prophetic gift, God has givin me this gift to speak into peoples lives, which is way sweet. I also got to speak in tongues...ahhh that made me so nervous cause mel was talkingto me about it and also kt was there and then htey prayed for me and she put a song on and Gods presence just started flowing through me.  I am just so thankful for the toronto people that came down they just blessed my life in so many ways.....

Also at camp i enjoyed the morning chats with tab and the girls. That was cool because God was using tab to set us up for the day so in a way we were already focused and had a little bit of an idea about what God wanted to do in our lives that day.  Hmmm I just love jesus(us)!!! I just watched the bright and keen for christ video and its so awesome. I am so glad that chunker and mike could do that.  I am so thankful for my good friend kt. She has blessed me in so many ways and just ministering to me and praying for me. I am just so glad that we can share so much and after everything our friendship went through the last year, all the testing, our friendship pulled out on the top and that right there shows how big God is.  I have never been so close to a friend, in being able to share my life, besides with God.  I am also thankful for just all my friends in christ.  They mean so much to me even if at times it doesnt seem like it but there is a reason that we are friends, and some day God will show us everything. 

I can not emphasize enough on how important it is to forgive.  I forgave someone last night that i didnt realize i needed to forgive....i was rejected by this person and my friend also delt with this from the same person and it was way hard.....its like it felt that i didnt wanna let go, but at the same time i didnt want that pain to keep coming back, and i wanted to be free.  After Mel came over and noticed something I was like ok God is this it, and Mel and i talked and she said the person and said you need to forgive them, i couldnt even talk about it without crying and feeling so broken on the inside because of all the hurt that person caused me.....all it takes is being mean and saying wrong things to a person a couple times before that feeling or rejecting hits you, but rebuke it dont accept what others say, only accept what God says and he will never put you down or let you donw even if it seems like it. 

So last night after church a bunch of us went to dairy queen and then went back to Ryan and Justins and watched pink panther...wasnt that great it was ok.  Then didnt get to bed till really later and had to get up early.  Oh besides church i loved it last night at dairy queen when Nickolas ( a 4 year old) told everyone i was his girlfriend, he tells everyone that, but i love that kid and i cant wait till some day to have kids of my own...oh wait i have just a little bit more to share with whoever is reading this...God showed me lots of visions for people this week and it was amazing and he gave me some great words to give to people which i loved.....ahh GOD IS GREAT...........

 

---Jenn---

 

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Well apparently what i thought a friend was is different then what it really is these days...a friend used to be someone that was there for you when you needed them. A friend was someone who would do everything in their power to not let you get hurt, a friend was someone who you could tell anything to and no one else would find out, a friend is a person you can trust with your deepest darkest secrets...

 

Now these days it seems people just want you to call them your friend when really they arent any of those things.  You know i have gone my whole life thinking wow i have some great friends, really there is only one and that is God. Other people you tell stuff too but it seems that they just dont care about you anymore, that you are just another person, so what do you matter. Well God loves everyone no matter what you think or how you feel, God is always there for you weather you know it or not.  And when you need a shoulder to cry on God is there for each and everyone of you just like he is there for me.  I dont know the point to this little story its a little bit of venting but also to let everyone know that God loves them even when they make bad choices and do things that arnt right, or whatever it may be...yeah so that is my blog hope you enjoyed my story....

 

Jesus Loves You!!

 

 

Well i decided to do some spring cleaning today, which i really havent cleaned out my closet in 2 years. I just kept buying things and it was to the point that my closet couldnt hold anymore. My clothes would just pile up by my door till i could make room for them. So i took out so many shirts and pants from years ago that do not fit me anymore. I now have a little more room in my closet but at the same time still have alot of clothes ( i am a shopaholic) but i was then cleaning out a drawer in my dresser to put some old tee shirts in and found this book from 6th grade.  It is all the nice things that everyone in the class writes about you, yeah that was interesting to read and look at. Then i found the first award that i remember getting which was in 6th grade when i played basketball, that was fun.  Then i found this thing that my mom made for my graduation which was a book of all my achivements, and i looked through it. Then i saw all the cards that i had gotten from graduation, wow i have never recieved so many cards at once.  There were the mushy ones, which are nice sometimes, then there are the funny ones, which made me laugh. Then there were the funny but dumb ones....one person wrote shine on, shine on....i just laughed even harder.  Then we have the one that means so much because there was a bible verse written in it, that bible verse is the same one that God kepet telling everyone to pray over me.  And it is Jer 29:11.  It is a great verse and means alot.  Yeah it just brought back this Acts service we had in the UP at Living Word this summer and God really used the speaker to get to me because i was lost and had no idea what to do.  Now my life is great, everything is going good and i have nothing to worry about because no matter what God is going to be there, right by my side helping me every step of the way.  And even if there were to come a time when i were to start worrying i know that God will be there helping me get through it no matter how bad, no matter what i did.  Ok that was a nice blog for today.  I didnt even plan on putting anything but i felt the need to and i just hope it wasnt boaring and everyone enjoyed.  Have a wonderful day and it is really ncie outside, so i am going to go clean my bike off.

 

God Bless

    -Jenn

Well this past weekend was Fan The Flame, which rocked.  Of course God moved in alot of peoples lives, people were healed, and filled up with his love.  I love going to these camps because if nothing else I just want more, I mean who doesnt.  I learned some things this past weekend and I am also thankful that I have Katey to talk to when I need it.  Thanks Katey for being a pal.  But anyways yeah God is awesome and changed alot of lives this weekend.  I look foward to our trip to toronto in April, it is going to be so awesome.  Also summer camp is going to be coming shortly ( well 3 months) but that is very exciting as well.

 

Last night was the Relient K concert which sucked until Relient K came out, well the second and third band were not as bad as the first.  But there were alot of stupid people doing stupid stuff such as drinking beer, croud surfing, pushing for no reason.  But it was kinda fun giving people elbows.  It was also a blast being right in the front like 2 feet from the stage....if they would have spit it might have hit us...I am starange, but anyways Relient K is awesome and it sounded great so basically i had alot of fun these past 5 days.  Yeah and Grand Rapids is a big city so make sure you have a map in your car if you are not firmilar with the area. 

 

Ok well that just about does it for my exciting life...it was nice to have the past 6 days off but i have to go back to work tomorrow and work 4 days in a row and one double and then work monday, which i guess isnt too bad since i can always use the money.  Ok i am done rambeling. I hope that everyone has a wonderful night.

 

God Bless,

   -Jenn

Life is so crazy right now.  I am in college full time and work almost full time and have very little time to get things done.  After work I would rather go home and relax and then go to bed instead of doing homework.  I need to finish school because i have goals, one of which is to get my nursing degree.  It is not going to be easy and i know that.  But i suck at taking tests so it is gonna kill my gpa. No matter how much i study i still screw things up.  And chemistry is so hard.  I understand a good portion of it.  Some things i am confused on but that is why you have friends in that class to ask and if they dont understand then you go to the teacher...which i would rather not do.  Anyways this is just me letting everyone know about my life.  Yeah i hope everyone enjoyed reading my boaring blog, which by the way i am writing because i am putting off studying for my chemistry exam on monday.  OK hope school is going better for everyone that reads this than it is for me. Have a nice day :)

God Bless

      Jenn

Well starting this off i had no idea what kind of title to give it....so i thought about it and decided to make it so random but at the same time make a little bit of since.  So i prefer pepsi products...mostly caffeene free, but on occassion i break my rules.  So girls are stupid.  We fight over the dumbest things and then feel like we need to get our boyfriends involved so we can screw up other waitresses orders.  I just dont understand why people are so dumb.  I just wish that everyone in this world could get along, and if that was posssible we would have one happy world.  So with my day starting crappy it ended about the same.

    

I had ordered some clothes online and they didnt even get my order right. I did get a free purse out of the deal.  It normally costs 35.00 and i got 2 for 10.00 that is what i call a bargen.  Ok well college kids are mean as well.  I had to park way away from my class because everytime i was gonna get this space some jerk person would take my spot that i had been waitting for.  Why cant they just wait their turn.  This just added to my frustration, and that was on tope of me feeling like i didnt get any sleep and had a nightmere.  I dont know about everyone reading this but i hate nightmeres. 

 

Well, with that being said i need more friends.  I also need more time to hang out with them...or i just need to work more because i do need the money.  Also i am very excited about our youth bible study that is starting this sunday.  I just wish i would be able to go every sunday and not alternate with other people that can babysit, but i will just be thankful that i will get to go.  And another thing that brings a smile to my face is that snow camp is in like a week.  I always enjoy going to camps because it brings me closer to God everytime and just soaking in his presence is amazing.  And just having him in my life makes every day a happy day, even if you are down just knowing that he is there to pick you up. Anyways this turned out to be some blog.  I never know what is going to come out of it, but i suprise myself everytime.  Well i hope that everyone has a wonderful night and it would be cool it you could make it to snow camp...

 

Goodnight & God Bless

     *Jenn

 

So I love my Game Cube....it keeps me happy and is alot of fun when you get bored.  Except mario kart when i am actually trying to do a good job and then i get 3rd instead of first it is disapointing...i will get over it. Ok this was a pointless blog but seemed like it would be good well anyways maybe i will add more later...

 

God Bless

    --Jenn